poppyseeds

maybe i’ve lost my mind

friction combats my prime

i feel minimized from being criticized

for all my little lies

you’d think i’d never cry

but


it is what it is now…


you and me

from memory

haunts me pleasantly

constantly pressing me

from other entities

love


is all i can give now…


holding myself back but i stay focused

your absence like autumn leaves in the wintertime

your warmth makes it worth it, i promise

if i’m honest i hate you still

you were my lsd

my poppyseeds,,no more


it is what it is now…


(you can never say it’s too bad)

we never made amends

not seeing you ever again


i have to let go!

where do we go from here?